My biggest roadblock #imustconfess
It may not come as a surprise to anyone really that I consider my biggest roadblock to be myself.
I could have confessed that time is my enemy – that I seem to never have enough of it.
I could have confessed that lack of organisation is my biggest roadblock too. Or being easily distracted. Or my struggle to find focus & drive.
In the end these are all true roadblocks for me. However they all have the same source – me.
Honestly I am the biggest roadblock in my life right now.
I need to approach my writing as a business. I need to be more productive. I need to draw an income.
But I’m failing at every single turn.
The more I try, the more I seem to struggle. I want this to work but I can’t seem to find the traction or the momentum or the drive to make things happen.
Part of the problem is I want to do everything at once. Which means I tend to go from task to task as inspiration strikes rather than completing one thing and then moving to the next.
The other part of the problem is my inability to prioritise. Despite putting together s schedule & calendar, I still find myself focusing on the wrong things. Why is that?
I know what I need to do. I know scheduling works. Yet why do I self-sabotage myself each and every time by ignoring everything I know I should do?
I have no answer, save for the one roadblock – me.
I hope my time away from the daily grind on this holiday will help me regain some focus, drive and determination.
I want to succeed in spite of myself.
Is that too much to ask for?
What’s your biggest roadblock right now?
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– I Must Confess is a link up that runs every Monday and remains live for the whole week.
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